was doing "spring cleaning" on my photos! scanning thru everything from pc to hdd, folder by folder, pics by pics, and i hope i "clean" properly without leaving any "dirt or dust"  im always very stupid and careless...
i spring clean my blog as well, im erasing all alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll unhappiness in the past and start afresh with loverboy. in future my blog will only be filled with stories bout him, myself, family and besties angels etc... no more other man or guy or watever shitload that you can think of.
happiness or unhappiness, it will only contain the above mentioned. i want my life to be full of colors again. because i once have it, but it diee off... so now its time to start a new one...
and i hope by doing this, it can show my effort and sincerity of starting afresh, because i never done this before for someone or never did i even think of doing it cos memories are always quite precious to me but now, ur the first sweets... are u happy bout it? cos i only want to keep our memory from now on...

hmm maybe i should even change my blog address right? i will think of some unique add, meanwhile i have a secret place for me to complain and whine to baby... thats our own space. heeeeheee.

after all these digital cleaning shall be some physical object cleaning. i needa cleannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn everything. im now sleepy alreadyyyyy.... and baby's working late... i miss his voice....

oh ya while going thru pics, i realise i gain so much weight!
all because of baby... :( bad for me... sad cos im fat. im fugly now. not say i was pretty back then but i thought i was better back then....
i need to shed away those fatty tissueS!

back in 2005 when i was much younger~ and full of live i guess.. i was into goth. and im still into it now just that im older, i cant play goth. but its still in me... and look at my arms!!!!!! i was much much slimmer on my arms. :(

***PS: baby can you stop feeding me? let me starve and get skinnier...if u fulfil my wish, i will be very thankful and love u to bits... haha! LOL i know im alitte saddist but im serious you  noe? *evil grinz*