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Bored

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 09:56:40 GMT

I just feel like blogging but i donno what to say.
anyway fri and sat will be DND.
Sat day time will be in office to supervise some work.
i feel bad for not able to have quality time with baby.

I MISS YOU!

I feel abit sad for a friend.bless her...
every bad things that you went thru make me treasure my happiness more.

I'm Like a happy little girl

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 03:49:41 GMT

I haven had a chance to take a pic of my first pressie from baby...don wanna take pics infront of him cos i shy ....
I heart it
oh and also thats the wallet from one of his besties.

Tada....it will be my all time favourite bag for now... hehe

we had a great dinner at liang court.Japanese restaurent,design was like some old kampong but food was quite good and also pricy.abit too pricy for 2. only take 3 4 pic there.

the vintage

the happy blissful me..

the nice food.....~~~~ theres more but i didnt take cos i lazy. aha!

as usual u guys must ne thinking why dont i post his pic... cos he prefer not to show pple... low profile...
its self preference. anw those who are close with me wil have a chance eventually de. till then... bear with it ok?

after dinner, while waiting for his frens, we went to the japanese supermarket and walk around, bot the most exp apples at 2 for ~~$11+~~ $13.50 (baby remind me that its mre then 11+)its so ex. hope its nice.. haaa~ im realli very happy and enjoyed the 2 person time with him... too bad it past to fast. he wanted me to go with him to the supermarket at liangcourt again today to get sushi ingredients but im overtiming here in the office... sad....i feel so saddddddddddddddddddddddd~

thereafter is party world...also no photo.sad.no memories.
but cos he seldom acc me out alone I treasure it...keep smiling Like an idiot while eating and singing...he can make me extremly sad or happy all the time...ha!

im very contented to have such a sweet man...though there are somethings that are not perfect bout u but who cares, no one is perfect, we will compromise ok baby?

one year older

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 02:12:28 GMT

this year is my first year of bday celeb with baby and I hope there's more to come In future... :)

everyone noes I'm not into bdays or whatever I don need big celebration or big pressies.I onli need people who are dear to me to have dinner with me...

I had dinner with my girlfrens and lunch with colleague,that sweet old uncle brot me cake specially from secret recipe. his so funni..always acc me ot thou it's not his proj. hetreats everyone like his daughter and me as grandaugher.so nice of him. and supper with baby n his fren.mayb dinner with him tonight...
although we didn't have a chance to go out due to work and also me first day of the monthly women thing I slp the half of my bday away.

waiting for him to be back from work and have supper at oasis.
I'm so love by him,he bot me the most expensive pressie that I've ever recieve.I know I damn sua ku la but to be honest I seldom recieve pressie cos I don give pressie to pple too.and also a small expensive card holder from his fren.

I love babys singing.I ask him to sing a song for me...which is meaninful from him to me and he sang.I teared... mayb cos the song realli explain his feeling...
i love him to bits....

andd I jus wanna spend a simple day with him today... my love :)

his sleeping soundly and I am watching him...I Noe I damn mushy...haaaa

bye

Halloween Party

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 05:01:19 GMT

This year halloween was finally a successful one and thou its really simple but im really happy and content!
This year is the first year I celebrate, not exactly a celebration but just an exposure.
I dress up as Morticia from Addams Family. I love gothic... and I always hope that I can doll myself up as some gothic character and go out without the fear of people thinking that I'm crazy. So I guess Halloween is the best time.

Yee, Ling and Zi and me met up at TPY for burgure king and then we head to baby's hs to doll up. The whole time they was laughing at me and my gothic damage wig~. :(
But its ok, its suppose to be a fun day so I don't mind them laughing at me lo...

Before

After

At Butter Factory

I like this picture... we queued for 1 hr!!!

the 3 sibling ghost! haha~ that guy was the last min thing... just so coincidental he wore the same.

The ghostly us~

The popular KING from the chinese dynasty!!!everyone wanna take pic with him...

The bathroom girl...haha~

and this funni bride, totally look like mr bean!!!!!!!!

Content

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 16:46:35 GMT

im happy that my life's like that.
im happy already!
i had great frens, ive got great cuz, my dad is getting better, and ive got my greatest baby.
i think my job is fine too..
everyting is good enough...

my advance dinner with gf was very satisfying.truely...
the nx occasion to look forward is halloween with gfs, 6mthsary with baby, 1st time celebrating baby's bday, xmas with gfs and chero's bday. im blessed. with lotsa love... ehehe

wohoo...im lazy to upload. so these two pics for readers.

The little gift, its a puzzle drawn by ling, (left belong to jia, right belong to mine) guess who is who....
the left puzzle was illustrated from this photo above.

our grp photo... all white except for me and jia.its our culture...

make up remover

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 16:21:19 GMT

the best make up remover
for lazi pple.made In japan!
and
it's non greasy.doesn't have to wash with facial foam there after.

birthday phobia

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 09:51:12 GMT

my birthday...the period which I scared most cos it's always unhappiness...I think I seriously have the phobia already.god bless....
I cant seems to rem anything happy on my bday...am i having birthday phobia?

i think I have....I dislike this coming month....I hate it.!

PS

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 10:14:10 GMT

I wouldnt jump into conclusion saying all pple in ps are made up of "TISSUE PAPER" (get wet even with single drop of water, and spoil).
But as u guys noe, im working for this specific company, and in the project section, oversee the projects and stuff... and at times things have to be done during office hrs.
These tissue paper in my office are really damn cb. Instead of helping, they are complaining internally. WHAT A TEAM! SUX!

Because they want to get it done fast. and boss thought that it would be ok for having smells and noise in our own department. BUT THATS A BIG NONO! F all these pple who complained bout me being neligence.
I recieve instructions that its ok to do it during office hour becos we thought that YOU TISSUE PAPERS ARE SUPPORTIVE OVER THE PROJCT!

BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..

TISSUE PAPER ARE NOTHING BUT RUBBISH, THAT GET THROWN AWAY AFTER USED.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

you think project easy meh?????

you expect everything done after office hr.... its not like we have our sub con taking care of the work like ur section have. sux!

People alawys think that they working in ps are of higher level then those contractors. but infact i think u guys are worst.... cant you just understand pples job scopE???????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! freak out!

I HATE THOSE INCONSIDERATE PPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO THINKS HIGHLY OF THEMSELF BUT INFACT YOU ARE JUST PIECE OF SHIT!

I've been lazy

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 09:31:13 GMT

is that an excuse for me for not blogging.
maybe ive been lazy...

and at times i think blogging sux. not that its wasting my time, sometime i don see a point.
i think im just being emo this days...

i don want the world to know what im doing and what im dealing with.

so maybe at times i just blog a short one to show some pics, but no words.

maybe the post will be so short that in future maybe i also donno what im writing about.

ive been thinking bout studies.
whether im up to it.... its hard to say,
some say its too hard, some say you need discipline.

i really donno whether i can do it, but i hope that i can give it a try.
i can feel the sense of regret if i don try. i could visualise it and even dream bout it.

up till now the only regret is that im nt able to go archi course. that was a reality i have to face cos im not born with a silver spoon.

but now, im able to finance myself, of cos with the help of loan. and also discipline saving, forcefully, im will be able to make it to get the course. ive spend the whole lunch time to calculate and calling banks.
its sucha trouble that i hate. i don want to ask anyone for help. the person i hate to ask help from is someone closest... im feeling vexed rite now... shux...

ive to give up my precious facial for it...:( , ive to give up mre outings with my girls, to have that discipline saving saving. and by then i guess it wil affect more then what ive mention above... things like having lesser time with him. time management is realli damn freaking imp.
you gain some you lose some, but im just afraid that i might him cos 3 yrs of studies... nt everyone can endure the time thingy....

xin... how u do it?!

thinking and pondering.... :(

time flies

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 10:08:10 GMT

part of me hope that Taiwan trip doesn't end so fast cos I don wanna face the fact that after one long holiday I gonna be back to work!!!!

another part of me can't wait to be back cos I miss him sooooo much.and I don realli like the food there...

shopping loots were quite scary if u were to see how we shopped.no guys can stand it for sure...

anyway back for a week and photos not up simply cos I'm too lazy and also no time cos i've been clearing work and also acc baby.don feel Like touching the com at all when I finish work....ah.....

simply have not enough time.
boring shitz